Wow so this is dead on, crazy

Ok so I took this personality test today and I am a RED(whatever) But man it is really accurate. Kinda crazy. At least I can fess up I am a bitch and I know it.

Nobody Dates Like A RED
This is true. When you are in pursuit of something (or somebody!), you tend to go all out. You dress to impress, you get the limo, the tickets, the flowers, the reservations, and the whole shebang. You by nature are a very competitive opponent to any other potential suitor who may come along, and you take great pleasure in taking home the prize.
(Im not that big on fancy shit, but I do go after what I want)

You Are Highly Protective Of Your Companion
When you commit to someone, they can feel your protection on all levels. You see them as part of you, and are willing to go to war verbally and even physically on their behalf. You will not back down or remain silent when your partner is being attacked. Your companion loves to know that he is being taken care of and that you will be there to back him up and defend him whenever necessary.
(That is dead on, I knew a few people that will back that up)

You Promote Interesting Experiences
REDS Are Excellent Providers (damn Right)
You Tell People Where They Stand In The Relationship (Guilty even if its being mean)
You Provide Natural Leadership
REDS Show up

Why your not

You Tend To Be Selfish
The number one reason that marriages fail today is selfishness, and unfortunately, as a RED, you tend to always be thinking about what's in it for you. If you always put your needs before those of someone you're dating or are involved with in a committed relationship, you will foster a sense of resentment that may ultimately cost you everything.
(Ok so I have been know to say I love myself more than anyone else, but not in a vain way, I just put myself first, If I don't who will? I have to be my own number 1 I have learned that the hard way)

You Can Be Uncomfortable With Emotions And Feelings
Logic is your strong suit, and you may feel uncomfortable or insecure when your partner gets emotional. You see this as weakness and may become adamant that he address such things in a more logical manner. When he does not, you become dismissive, when in reality, you are the laggard where matters of the heart are concerned. There is tremendous value in connecting emotionally, and if you cannot learn to do so, you and your partner will miss out.
(Ha, was just talking about this, there is nothing worse than a man crying like a little girl in a argument, it just pisses me off more, Be a man damn it)

You Always Have To Be Right (Well only because I usually am)
You Come Across As Harsh And Critical, Even When You Don't Mean To (yeah sorry)
You Can Be Cheap (am not this one is wrong)
You May Tend To Give Priority To Work Over Personal Relationships
You May Be A Poor Listener (this one is wrong to)
You Can Be Too Controlling And Domineering

Your needs
As a RED, you naturally want to be respected. In fact, it may be more important to you to be respected than loved. You also need for your partner to be worthy (and if needs be, demanding) of your respect. How can you love what you can't respect? You appreciate your partner more if they demand your respect than simply allow you free license to walk all over them.
(Part of the crying man conversation, I need a man to put me in my place or I will walk all over them, I need a alpha male to match me)

You Need To Appear Knowledgeable
You value your intellectual and logic-based abilities. You consider your ability to reason and problem-solve to be one of your greatest attributes. You want your partner to value this about you as well and to promote this image to others. If your partner were to ever embarrass you publicly, you would have a hard time ever getting over it.
(looks fade I would rather be smart than pretty any day, intelligence is sexy)

Cardigan is DONE!!

Ok so nothing exciting going on. I finally finished the cardigan for bri bri. I think it came out good but the seams are a little rough. I'm not so good at that yet. take a look Here is a close up of the swallows in the front.

School is going good. I have a test this Thursday, yippee. We now have 5 kittens living on our porch with now another 3 cats. So we have a total of 9 cats hanging out in on our porch. We have to stop feeding them so they will get lost. Mookie isn't comming around now because of all the other cats. He hasn't been here in over a week. I hope if these cats go away he will some back. Well have to get to studying, Night

Dead bodies rock

So today in lab we got to go check out the Cadaver Lab. It was really cool. We got to hold all the organs and poke and prod anything we wanted. It was really cool to get to touch and look at everything. I mean to learn which way the blood flows in the heart in one thing but to look at t heart and be able to point it out makes it click so much better. I heard a few people passed out. I don't know why it's not like everything is filled with blood and pink and gooey. Everything is gray and brownish colors, and everything has been preserved so it's all a little rubbery. Not like when you dissect a animal in class. We are going to be doing a lot of dissections. I know it's morbid to some but I really like doing that stuff and seeing what is inside of things, and how they work and function. In August they get a new body and my teacher said I could come and help him with the dissection if I want. Well that's all for now I have a crap load of homework to get done.

Dead bodies? Yippee!

So I started school yesterday. I think it is going to be a long process, I don't see myself making very many friends. But hopefully I will do well in the class. The dread the KREB cycle. I just don't get it but hopefully it will click some time soon. I need to finish school. I feel like such a looser, I'm 28, still not finished school, never been married, no kids, and never owned a home. LOOSER. I'm trying really trying hard not to. My goals right now are to finish school, once that is out of the way buy my own house (cause I'll be making bank) as for getting married. Well who knows if I will ever find the right guy. So far it hasn't been so great. I just don't seem to have luck with love.

Ok on to other things, Kit ton got some new nails yesterday. They are pink. We use soft claws instead of declawing. They are little plastic caps you glue on their nails so they can't scratch. They don't hurt them or anything and after about 5 minutes they forget they have them on. She also has a new toy she wanted me to show everyone. A shoe box, and she loves it.

I am almost finished with the baby's first tattoo cardigan for bri bri. I will post some pictures of it when I am done. I want to go canoeing soon. Well that is all for now I am kinda tired. I go to my lab tomorrow. Oh before I go I am SO excited we get to go to the cadaver lab and watch dissections, and dissect organs and stuff. It is going to be so cool. I can't wait. Ok off to bed I go.

Whitty Kitty

My cat has this ball that she like to play with, it use to have some feathers attached to it but they are long gone. There are just enough feather nub to it that she can carry the ball around with it and then drop it on the smooth kitchen surface and play. Well today I showed her that it bounces too. This is a wonderful new thought to her. She is a smart kitty I will give her that, she now will carry the ball to the top of "her" chair (yes she has her own chair..I know) and drop it off the top so it will bounce. I thought it was pretty good of her to figure this out.

Watch out

I'm going to be out of control. I went to Barnes and noble today. I swear I can't just spend 15 bucks in there like everyone else. I have to pend at least 80 every single time I go in. And thats with my member discount! Anyways, I bought a few new knitting books with kick ass patterns. So let the yarn start flying. Everyone can expect to get a knitted goody in the mail. Also I start school on Monday. I'm excited but nervous, when I went to the campus to buy my books, I was the OLDEST person there not a teacher. SAD. I might just loose it if some kid raises their hand and asks permission to use the bathroom. I'm going to be the old lady, sitting up front, taking all the notes. I just hope I do good. Oh and one thing I LOVE about this school. You can register and pay for everything online. LOVE IT. God I hated long lines to register, sending you to 8 different building taking 8 hours, for what took my 15 minutes this time. Ok later

Ah HA

Ok so I finally figured out my pattern. I am so proud of myself. I like being able to work things out for myself. Yippee I can continue on. I am sure i will get stuck again. I will take some pictures tomorrw on how it's comming along. Right now it looks like a whole lot of nothing. My biggest worry is sewing all the pieces together. I am not very good a seams. Eek. Night